Whew!!! Wednesday was a big day for me. I have been praying about writing and sharing. I believe the Lord lead me to send out the blog information for A(musing). I was more than apprehensive. Recording my thoughts for other to see allows transparency. I will share triumphs and insecurities. I will talk about the deep and wounding scars that seem to take forever to heal because I had problems letting go. My shell will be peeled back and I will be exposed. No longer protected, but making room for the Balm in Gilead that does heal wounds. I know because I have experienced it.
I remember as a young child, friends and family talking to me about deep stuff. People confiding in me about things that I should not have known. They had to talk to someone. I now know that was a training period for me to begin what would eventually be an important piece of my life. I love the written word. It empowers
my thoughts to reach inward and outward to convey what I feel and to whom. Writing does wonderful things for my heart. I know that people will feel me because I feel what they feel. Thank you Lord for your mercy, grace, loving kindness and covering over my life for such a time as this. Even if no one ever reads a word I write, I write and pray to an audience of one.