There is no doubt in the minds of either of us that we are in a learning mode for God is teaching us some things about who he is and the lesson we are learning about faith and trust.
I am scared sometimes. I wonder how we got here and review in my mind all the things we may have done wrong to be where we are. But, does it mean we did do something wrong? Or are we being tested and tried to see how we hold up under pressure? I think the latter is true for when I do wrong, I ask to be forgiven. We are in our 50's now and have been given mentor ship over an extraordinary group of younger people. So we need the test for the testimony. So as we go through this journey, we are still praying for a steadfast focus on the Lord so we can come out lifting up the name of Jesus. Praying that we won't be anxious for anything, continue to pray and wait on the Lord.